"Yes Ketbaby," Tom said to himself once outside, "just to show you who is boss."Dara(Ket) was ignorantly dreaming away. Alone in the darkness with the...steady hum of the massage apparatus, the blood slowly returning to her spent limbs, her mind drifted to gentler memories. When Tom's voice came crashing through her sweet dreams, she felt despair encompass her again. The recollection of her ordeal resounded with a thud in her beaten psyche."Ketbaby," Tom softly spoke, Dara(Ket) was growing weary. She grabbed her cigarettes and vodka and I followed her to the outside shelter. It was cold so there was no one else there. I watched as she lit up a long cigarette and exhaled smoothly as she leant back on the wall with one leg up. Just to get close, I asked her for a light. Her spandex covered knee brushed against my hard cock as I leant in for the light, and our eyes met. As I said thank you, I put my hand on her knee and squeezed. She smiled and our lips met in a hot passionate embrace.. Steve turned to me grinning and said in a low voice, "She's a nurse from your town who comes up here once a month to get royally fucked. I k** you not. Dustin meets her first but every time she asks him to find her more guys and now when she comes up he invites some friends over to fuck her." I looked over at her and Dustin was just getting into position near her head with his large white cock in hand, she stopped sucking one and moved to wrap her mouth around the other cock and I saw her face.. As I heard my siblings getting ready to leave for their friends' houses, I knew my window of opportunity was closing. That was the moment. I hung up the phone, opened my bedroom door, walked down the hallway into the kitchen with my head down, and started crying. All my anger left. All my fear left. I felt exhausted, defeated, and vulnerable. In between sobs, I said, 'I'm gay.' The aftermath: I had less support than I realized I would have, which included a mock coming-out party,.