Jatz was a smart lady. She had everything going for her and now, years later I often think about her. I have come to the conclusion that it is quite p...ssible that she loved me a good deal and had I asked her to stay with me our lives would have been a good deal happier. Why didn’t I? I didn’t because I was young and stupid and I had this mistaken concept that she belonged to someone else. I now understand that Jatz was her own person and belonged to no one, not even Linda.While we were talking. We had some serious discussions. Yes, she cared for me the most but could not live in US long-term, not just because of immigration issues, but the culture was too different. She would go back to Toby and be alright.I cried after she left me at airport security. My next task was to find a long-term position over there and be with her again. I wanted her to have my babee.Three months later Toby found me a job with his employer. Ya-Wen was overjoyed and of course I would live with them. Only one. I also love to use my mouth.One of my boyfriend's favorite fantasies is for me to give him a good juicy blow job while he records the event on video tape. What we usually do is not have any sex for about 8 days. Then I tell him that I want to suck his cock tonight. This drives him crazy.When we get home from work I tease him by showing him my ass and pussy. Then I tell him to watch one of our videos. I'll tell him that I have to get ready. He gets a hard on right away. I can see him with his. . she had screwed him over BIG time... he had nothing to his name except what was in his rucksack... thank goodness he had avoided a shared bank account, although she had begged him to share his money, after all “he worked for her father.” She had argued many times.So when she got bored and preferred his best mate, he had no idea of how long he had been deceived, but once he caught them, it had deteriorated fast, he lost their apartment (no need for it to be in both our names, she had also.