"Better." I kissed his forehead. I looked deeply in his eyes before starting again. "Did you do the meal properly baby?" I held his cheeks lightly.Tus...ar started to face the floors again. "What happened baby, did you?" I spoke in a loud voice."I didn't." He moaned very softly. I couldn't believe what he just said. Holding my pitch high again. I spoke, "what are you?" I was trying to hold my anger back. Tushar didn't take his head up to face me. I forced him to look in my eyes."Are you any man?. Is 5 years really so much? So what if he is 19, I am 14. I'll be 15 in a couple of months, and he and I have a lot in common. I have only been crazy about him for what seems like forever, he likes me and that is good because I'm in love with him.So the big night, here is what happened. It was about nine o'clock and Trev and I were on the phone talking. We made plans to hang out tonight, after hours once everyone was in bed. I would sneak out and he would pick me up. Well after everyone was in. He slams me up against him roughly as he twists my arm behind my back and growls down into my upturned face."I am not asking your permission Princess." His pale blue eyes calmly gaze down into mine. "I take what I want. The sooner you learn your place the better off you will be." I hate you!" I hiss at him furiously. "I will never come to you willingly without a fight or stop trying to get away from you." Put your claws in Kitten. We are stopping to get something to eat." He tells me softly. "A. The benefits ranged from hard, cold cash to college bursaries, medical insurances, and even full-on life-long support, if you happened to be blessed with the right set of juicy appendages.Confronted with the possibilities, spending a few days a month at your local Pharm facilities for a good squeeze didn't sound so bad.And that was exactly Miriam's problem.She used to look down on the Pharm Girls she saw walking around campus, their back pushed forward by the weight of their sore, bursting.