"If you say so sir!" she said sarcastically.I let it go and then suddenly my lady shouted "No!"I stood and rushed to the study and flung the door wide... My lady was aghast, but stood yards from Harrison, "No, it cannot be so!" she cried."What have you done sir?" I demanded, "My lady is distraught!" Not I," he said, "I accept no blame." For what?" I asked."Lord Saltcoats has been declared bankrupt," Harrison explained, "Receivers have been appointed, my lord has seven calendar days to vacate. I just cant hurt anybody inthe process. And since I cant figure out how to be whole without hurtingpeople, I just ..." have decided to hurt yourself, instead."I looked at the floor in response.He came up to me, and put a hand on my shoulder. "What will you do,then, Elizabeth? Go on as you are until you suffer a breakdown, or tryto kill yourself, again? How much pain are you willing to live with?" I can't hurt them. I'm sorry. I just can't Maybe I'm just a cowardafraid of change. But I can't.". His equipment had drawn up into him and was a puny sight. Angela stared pointedly at his crotch. "Not very much there," she said. "And you act like such a stud." She grabbed a camera and snapped a picture of his puny pecker. "I Guess after I share this with the girls, you won't be quite so cocky, pardon the pun." She laughed. Jack was red with humiliation."Now it's time for a spanking little boy." She sat in a chair. "Get over my knees." Again he hesitated and felt the zapper. "Two more. My sister is a bit of a natural sadist."Heather, I don't know what has gotten into my sister but I can help. All you have to do is watch my finger. Yes, that's right. Feel your eyes getting heavy as you gaze at my finger. Yes, that's it. Let your eyes close. Focus totally on my voice. Forget what my sister is doing to you. Go down deeper and deeper with each feeling of pleasure or pain."As I watched her, I knew that I had her. Her body was now very limp, her breathing slow, the only movement.