"I called Sue to tell her about tomorrow. She said, "It's a good thing the remodeling is complete up at the rec center or the kids would have been nut.... They get excited over everything. As soon as that big truck showed up here a few minutes ago and began erecting the tent, the kids went crazy. It was all the girls could do to get them back up to the rec building. It's almost time to come home, are you going to be late?" Nope, I think I've done all the damage I can do today. I'll do a quick. I went to my extended family's housefor a barbeque on the 4th of July. But finding time to do the 'normal'stuff has been hard this summer. Between recording the album, performingthe concert tour, interviews, photo shoots, etc. it has been hard. Butthat just makes me cherish the normal things I get to do even more.'" It must be hard to give all of that up for fame and fortune," Jane saidwryly while rolling her eyes. "I'd give that up to be a singer likeher," she added. That one sentence clued me. Occasionally I wake up to find my husband, also a childhood thumb-sucker, going to town on his 27-year-old thumb. My fever, which was now blazing onto my cheeks, spilling over onto the red vinyl tablecloth wasn’t about sucking my thumb. The true depravity was in my gaga. I have gone through several gagas [pronounced Gah-Gah, like MaMa, only with a hard G sound.] over the years. After the crimson fires swallowed my first gaga I simply made another one out of one of my mother’s shirts. It was. Even out of bed we have a blast together and even though I won't admit it to her , I am in love with her and I am sure the feeling is mutual. I was jacking off and thinking of that before you interrupted me. She looks at me and runs her hands over tits and body and say I should honored to see all of this. She suggested we go to the beach, she needed to work on her tan lines and also you can take me to lunch and supper. Well thank you for letting me spend my money on your skinny ass. She said.