There was plenty of time available. I kept on thinking and finally planned a very different thing. At 3PM I unlocked the main entrance, came back to m... room and locked it. I undressed myself completely and had a see through nighty of light pink color; looked myself in the mirror. My silky body was clearly visible in light pink cover. I sat near the lawn window and started waiting for him. About 15, 20 minutes later I saw him coming in from the main gate. I immediately opened door of my room and. I want to be owned by you.” We both are breathing hard, my last words are not lost on either of us. Like ‘Master’, the meaning of ‘owned’ is absolute. I want to give him everything I have, to expose myself to him and leave myself raw and vulnerable, yet know I’m safe and protected by the very same man. He slowly stands, and with no rush to his movements walks over and stands above me. Unsure of where to look, my eyes stare straight forward, only to be met by the huge bulge straining against. I grew up in a family of girls, so I know all about the different types of plaits, hair and makeup which doesn’t do a lot for my masculinity. I was outside in the garden doing yard work and I peeked over the fence and saw Therese relaxing on the lounger, listening to music and painting her nails. Next to her on the small round table was a pitcher of what looked like icy cold mojito with rounds of lime and chunks of ice suspended in the liquid with a few mint leaves for garnish. Some of the. But it took seeing a report about someone who really had been beaten and a description of all the bruising before I realised that he was going easy on me. Then I learned not to swear in front of my parents or doing any of the other things that tripped Estelle’s buttons and it stopped being an issue. So I was never too concerned when it all started again with Bonnie. That’s how I ended up watching Dad’s face when he had to smack Bon and that’s how I learned how much he hated doing it.It was no.