“Youdon’t have to look back either.”Amanda was getting concerned. “Suzy? What’s going on??”“Shush,” ...uzanne motioned. She then pulled out a pair of dull greycolored metal hancuffs. She pulled Amanda’s arms behind her back andquickly slapped the cold metal onto Amanda’s pudgy wrists.“The hell?!” Amanda yelled as she tried to squirm her wrists out ofthe cuffs.Suzanne laughed. “This way you won’t be able to. All those days spent reading lesbian websites, all those hours pining for Kristen Stewart and listening to Tegan and Sara – that was all just in my head. No one in the world knew about that but me. Now reality was about to break in. Be still my heart. In the back of the cab I remember laughing to myself and repeating over and over, “Oh my god. I can’t believe I’m doing this.”I was completely sober, and here I was being driven to a bar that I had never been to, alone at 12:30 at night. No one. I dressed some conservative way and went down to the bar to get a light meal for dinner and maybe a couple margaritas before bed. While sitting at the bar table a couple mid aged black men came in; sat down beside me and started up a conversation. They introduced themselves as Jonas and Burke. They both were in their late forties, handsome and very well built. After a few more margaritas and lot of talk I was starting to loosen up.The two black men got closer at my table and Burke started. .. okay?" Roger asked after he sobered his expression. He was seeking reassurance that the impression he got of her feelings was the correct one."I'm wonderful," Miranda said dreamily, "and everything is... wonderful." She said confirming that she did not think last night was a mistake. Miranda reached her hand over Julie's stomach and grasped his. Roger brought her hand up to his mouth and kissed it tenderly."I love you." Roger said."I love you," Miranda replied.Another thought occurred to.