I had a hard time focusing on business that afternoon. I couldn't wait to see my darling little girl again. I thought about where I could kidnap her ...o no one would ever find us, and no man would ever touch her. It was just a fantasy, but then again, the last three days I've been living a fantasy.That evening I quizzed her on her afternoon, and it sounded like she did what all kids do - go to the movie, go to the food court and talk about the opposite sex. She said one of her girlfriends. Ifigured he was preparing to play some cruel prank on her or was tryingto read her diary again.I crept up to the door and swung it open as I heard a rustle deepinside. I glared into the room and saw my shaking son in his sister'scheerleader uniform. I froze, unsure of what I should do.A lifetime of memories came rushing to the forefront of my brain. Istarted to take quick breaths and looked at the equally frozen childstaring back at me with fear in his eyes. It was a fear of judgment thatI was. I tried to make a quick adjustment while facing the mirror but he could see exactly what I was doing and I think my erection just became more prominent as a result. I said I’d take both the dress and the boots and thought that would be it. Looking back now I believe that it was at this point that he either saw me as a customer who he could influence to spend more money or he wanted to see how far he could go with me. The top of the dress was completely flat as I had nothing padding out the bra. Piper found me sitting in the corner of the briefing room, crying. “What’s going on, Tina? I haven’t seen you this upset in a long time.”“I don’t know. Arthur told me they’re going to leave, and I’m so damned sad about it that I’m just crying. I feel like he’s abandoning me.”“Now that’s just ... wait a minute. Can you sit here and not cry too much for a minute? I’ll be right back, I promise!”“Okay.” I just felt depressed.A couple of minutes went by, then all three of them came in. “Come here,.