I felt his hand creeping up my thighs. I wanted his hand to do things to me. God! I was going bonkers. When he dipped his hand between my legs, I didn...��t know how; but my legs spread out as if they were driven by an unknown mechanism. As if I wanted him to feel the crevices and curves there.Dev raised my skirt and caressed my thighs very close to my panty. When he tried to inch closer to my panty, I knew I was soaking wet there and Dev would guess my condition easily. I firmly pushed his hand. " Jesus bro, they're just human beings, as lustful and wanton as men. Being in awe of them gets you nowhere." You're right. But I enjoy respecting them even if it keeps me from fucking them. And what about Carol?" I don't know. If she fucked around she kept it well hid. I guess I'm a hypocrite because imagining it makes me feel a little sick and jealous." Definitely a hypocrite." So have you met Marta's roommate?" Yes." And?" She won't be easy." Not a slut, hunh?" I didn't say that." Depends on. At least not on my end, I like to make them wait for that, but I don't mind getting a picture of a hard cock, now and then.After a while, we may move to Skype calls, without video. We can talk about anything and everything, but I never have sex with them. Not at the beginning. I guess you'd say I am allowing them to court me, but with the knowledge that I don't want anything more than an orgasm or two from them. I have no interest in meeting them in person and having sex. It's the online. Thereby Ifit his needs perfectly. But what he asked me next floored me. He wasabout to fire his nurse and wanted to know if I wanted the position?That would be a change from book keeping, and it was a big change inpay. Then the conditions came, a gay male nurse wouldn't be good forbusiness - I had to dress and act femmine everyday, he would give mereal breasts (with real sensations), hormone blockers and estrogen, andI could keep my boi parts if I wanted, even though he had no interest.