Online was saying, was planning. Over the months I had given him so much information, given him so many clues that he could easily find out who I was....But I just didn’t see what I was doing, that I was opening the door and practically begging him to **** my innocent little ass with his huge cock. Or maybe, subconsciously, I knew exactly what I was doing. The following Saturday I received a message from Mr. Online asking if I was planning on taking ecstasy with my newest boy-toy. I texted back. I wouldn't have cared regardless, but I was glad just to have someone in my arms. It has been a very lonely ten months. It's so easy to get used to sleeping with someone beside me, but a bitch when they are gone. So I just lay there for a few minutes, savoring the moment. Then he woke up. He sat away from me and started apologizing."I'm sorry Bill. I just miss having someone to sleep next to." He looked vulnerable and a little sad. "I understand Alan. It's been a long time since someone slept. ..well, you felt strong enough to do something about them.Seriously, Sweetheart. Do you honestly think you could have grown up tobe a man like me and live a normal life when you felt as strongly as youdid? Your life would have been a wreck. I had urges. You had urges. I wasstrong enough to suppress mine. You were strong enough to make yoursreal. You couldn't have done what I did and I couldn't have done what youdid."I thanked my dad for saying the things he said but told him it stilldidn't make. The bridal party were also prepping for the big day, with great joy and happiness. The excitement in the air was felt by everyone, Except for the Bride.Megan sat alone in her bridal, in daze, full with a number of emotions. She was for a total lost for words. She couldn't explain or make any sense of the events that took place in that suite last night. She didn't know how to feel about it. She knew that it was a very stupid thing and she should not have let in went that far. But one thing was.