My eyes must have nearly popped out of my head, and Ben, seeing my expression, backed up. I was just kidding around. Trying to lighten the mood, you k...ow? Im sorry, I didnt mean to scare you. I wont hurt you. Like a small child, I asked him Youll be gentle with me? Yes, he responded with a smirk on his face, Ill be gentle with you. He made small talk with me while he cleaned the finished sterilizing the equipment and cleaning my ears. I couldnt resist the urge to stare. He had a well-defined. But given time you will grow into it. But you must be doing something right, as Elizabeth appears to be very happy." He paused. "You did beat her?" Matt shrugged, ashamed and embarrassed."Yes. It seemed she wanted to be punished." Hendy smiled at his embarrassment."You will never hurt her as they did. It's alien to your nature isn't it, hitting a woman?" There was no need for an answer, Matt's troubled face was evident. "Don't view it as hitting a woman, it is a punishment that you have to. '"So, until then, I can't see you? Doing this is gonna be the best that I'm gonna get from you? At least until my dad goes back out on the road? I just let Doug leave, for you," she cried."I guess, I don't know what else I can say right now. I'm sorry Doug couldn't deal with us, but just please be patient with me. If you just give me the time I need to get all my ducks in a row, I promise we'll have each other. We can wake up next to each other every morning and have morning sex. It'll just be. She then followed by saying she was saving herself. my heart sank as i thought that my chance of banging my c***dhood love was over. i sat there and asked if i could use her bathroom. she obviously said yes so i took myself into the bathroom. then when i was half way through pissing i saw her reflection in the mirror looking through the gap where the door didn't close properly. i said 'i see you' and she there was no answer. i then said 'i see you liz' but then she said 'its not liz. its jane.'.