And they tell me that I won't be able to keep ita secret once I've done it, because I will walk differently, my breasts will develop, my bottom will b...come flat because of the pressure on it, and my face will change. They say I will have a different expression once I've let my boyfriend inside me. I don't know whether all that's true or not, but it worries me. I don't want everyone to know that I'm already having sex with him.I'm pretty sure that my older sister is already no longer a virgin,. I was in. We were French kissing all over the place my hands tightly gripped against her ass, her hips, her thighs whatever I could hold on to. Against the window, the wall, on the bed. She was mumbling something about how she had dreamt about this. I couldn’t catch a breath from all that intense kissing to muster a reply. “This is wrong”, I heard her say under her breath. She was trying hard catch her breath to which I pounced back into her mouth, my hands on her belly.She directed the hands I. At the same time he grabbed my ass cheeks and groaping my phatt ass all over.he shoved his fingers inside my tight hole and started finger banging with his fingers at the same time fucking my mouth at the same time.He knew imeadiately when he put his fingers inside of me that I had not gotten fucked .He told me that oooh your so tight behing there,He said also that yeah babe it must be his lucky day.I told him that I had a crossdressing partner I was seing but his cock was only five inches. Ginny reached over and patted my hands. "Calm down, Edie. Calm down. Let's talk about tomorrow night," she said. She was so unruffled and composed."What are you going to tell him?" I'm ... I'm going to tell him I love him. I'm going to tell him I don't want a divorce and I will never betray him. I'll tell him it was all a bad dream and that I don't know what made me think I could hurt him like that." What else?" Oh ... he says he wants to be with me when I'm out at these functions. I don't know.