Dylan and his mother were watching from the stands, bundled up in blankets and drinking hot chocolate. On the fourth lap, debris on the track snagged ...he racecar and careened it into the wall at speeds excess of 150 miles per hour. The car burst into flames. ‘Dylan?’ Dylan was pulled from his memory by his mother’s soft voice. ‘Are you okay?’ She asked. ‘Fine mom, just thinking about dad.’ ‘I know honey, but it was a long time ago, and I know that I should trust that you will be careful.’. There was plenty to do. First of all, I went for a dip in the cleansing pool. And what a joy that was. The water was soft, lightly scented, yet without any discernible fragrances, and pleasantly cool. I felt the slightest of tingles, suggesting perhaps that the cleansing was necessary. After I ducked under, my scalp started tingling as well and within a short time I felt really refreshed. As I got out of the pool, I noticed that the water ran off my body without leaving any drops behind. I was. She was in a short skirt.as soon she opened the door I jumped in to her and started kissing her lips. She love lip kissing allot. We kissed like 30 min. our saliva’s were all over our face. We both licked each other spits also.She locked her bedroom door, I got little nervous. What now lady? She asked me to stand and remove my dresses so I did. Then she started licking my balls, smelled my pubic smell, but suddenly she started giving blow job roughly. Omg it’s painful but so damn good…I removed. 
For a split second something changed in her eyes. But then she pulled back. Wiping tears from her eyes she said ‘That’s the problem, Mark. Always asking for permission in everything you do. Stop beating yourself up so much. It’s OK to be a fucking man sometimes, you know?’ **********
 It was 3 days later at my yoga class when the monster first woke up. When I realized something was very wrong. When I took that first step down a path that would shatter everything I ever thought about who I.