So I stroked my hard shaft slowly almost to the point I was barely touching the shaft but enough that the pleasure was building. I lay there with my l...gs spread wide and watched the young man on the video take the older man into his mouth. My thoughts went to wishing it was me with his cock in my mouth as I stroked a little tighter up and down my shaft. Pulling down hard and watching a bead of precum exit the head of my cock.I held my cock down and used my free hand to finger the bead from the. I felt like a man being literally torn down the middle, as fear pulled me in one direction and excitement pulled me in the other.And then, ever so gradually I felt a feeling start to rise within me. I’d not felt its influence much since I’d met Sue and started out on our happy journey together. It was a voice within my head telling me to live for today and hang the consequences. Let tomorrow look after tomorrow, grab the pleasures that were on offer today. It was a voice of self-destructive. I had known I was a flirt then but realized how much of a tease I really was as I hit my early 20s. I put on clean, dry panties and a long t-shirt and laid on my bed. I wanted to reach down and take out the dildo but knew I couldn’t especially since my mom knew what was going on now. it’s a good thing I left it in cause as I began to doze off I felt someone sit on my bed. It was my mom fuck! What the hell does she want now? Before I could say anything I felt my vibrator being shoved up my ass.. " he said genuinely."Yea, thankx." I must say Jasmine you are a very attractive woman of your age." pretty much staring at my cleavage, watching his boner grow."Oh my, well thankx, you aren't that bad yourself" grinning as my panties get a little damp, from his eyes."So what do you like to do to men??" grinning still staring at my breasts."Umm well I like to hold... umm Vincent please stop looking at my boobs!" a little disrespected but a lot aroused (didn't want to show my excitement)"Oh umm.