It's just sex... I repeated to myself. There's no harm in this.The redhead slipped her fingers below the strip of cloth in Nikki's crotch and was stru...ming Nikki's clit. I watched, my dick twitching in Nikki's hands as the puffy pink folds began to emerge, the limo's interior lights reflecting off of her wetness. And even in the midst of this, my guilty conscience railed at me. And at this moment, I didn't even know WHY I felt guilty.And then Nikki leaned in, capturing my lips with hers again. It got to the stage where I was almost thinking about faking a nightmare when he turned up one night. I was fast asleep and didn’t feel him get in bed with me and by the time I did realise my nightie was up round my neck and his hands were everywhere. I came awake with a start but he whispered that it was only him and to relax. Relax I thought, my pussy was already tingling in anticipation and my nipples were already hard as his hands brushed across them. Oh shit, I must be such a slut to be. I climbed on the bed, moved the popcorn to my desk, and splayed my body on the blanket like a starfish. “Now what?”He rubbed his palms together. “You're good with words, Jax. Very good.”“Thank you.”“I'm going to show you how I feel about you without words.”“Kevin, we haven't… I'm not ready yet, but soon--”He waved away my fears. “I am keeping all of my clothes on. Like you said, this isn't about me.” He walked to the side of the bed. “This about you having no doubts about our relationship, and. *The sun’s disappeared behind the clouds. Shame, it’s been lovely. Thankfully, Emma doesn’t mind. Smiling, she tells me she’s going upstairs to play with her presents. She got lots, delivered by post. Cards too, and dozens of Facebook messages. I’m glad about that.Lucy’s overtired. Seeing her yawn and stagger, I scoop her into my arms and carry her upstairs to bed. I draw the curtains and she rolls over to sleep immediately. Downstairs, the TV is switched on and I know Jim will be watching the.