I scurry up the sidewalk quickly, thankfull that its night and no one seems to see me approach the house. I'm wearing my favorite pink party dress, pi...k 2" heels and petticoats with my little dickie tucked away in nice pink lacy panties, and have never worn them outside before. I am so nerveous and doubting the wisedom of the choices that have led me to this point. I don't know what I was thinking. Sure when I started chatting to my new gurl friend SissyLaytex on line it sounded like a good. “Hoping I would find true love along the broken roadBut I got lost a time or twoWiped my brow and kept pushing throughI couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to you”The music took on a fullness as the family choir joined me in harmony.“Every long lost dream led me to where you areOthers who broke my heart they were like Northern starsPointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is trueThat God blessed the broken roadThat led me straight to youThe music pulled back a bit. " Why sir?" she asked."How could you keep that from me?" I asked. "I love getting massages. Here is a whole other way that you could be pleasuring me, and you've been keeping it secret from me?" I'm sorry, sir!" she said, appearing to be upset. "It was a while ago, and I just didn't think of it. I'd love to give you a massage." Don't worry, when I'm done here, you'll show me how good a masseuse you were," I told her.I went into her bathroom and looked around some there, but other than the. There are only so many tears to shed."Do you remember what you told me that you did when you went through your change, and how you treated Louise?" he asked me.I looked at him puzzled for a moment, and then realised what he was referring to."You remember that night before this happened to me - how you told me that you disappeared for a while and didn't get in touch with her"!I nodded, pretty sure that I knew where this was going."Well I can understand how you felt. When I woke up and found what.