Luckily, Brian was traveling until Friday night so I would need no excuses. For the next two days, I cycled between guilt at making a drinks date with...a guy I knew was sexually interested in me and the thought that I had needs of my own and I deserved them met. Then, on Wednesday, I went shopping. Yes, Victoria’s Secret was one of the stops and I bought some thigh-length stockings, no more pantyhose being in the way for me, a few new and very sexy pairs of panties along with a lacy demi-cup. Erpor Nita ja sunlo ta o kalpona korte parlo na . Didi lok take provoke korte laglo . Nijer mai 2 to dhore chotkate chotkate r 2 fak kore gud dekhate dekhate bolte lagle “ ki re motherchod erokom mal konodin baper jonme dekhechis , le sala aj tor din , joto ichhe lute pute kha amar sarirtake , aj rater moto amay tor rendi bana , jodi amar uposi sarir ta santo korte paris ma kasam tor sara jiboner badha rakhel hoe thakbo “ Lokta r thakte parlo na , jintur moto jhapie porlo didir upor.Prothome oi. “At least they didn’t just sell off the forest up there. Is it the same group that’s up in the Yellowstone? They’ve closed the whole north half of the Park because of the protests.”“It’s gonna get worse before it gets better,” Kyle opined. His words applied to many things.After dinner, the family gathered again in the office to hear the next section of what the kids had written. Ramie carried the box and sat heavily on the couch. Each time she lifted it, it felt heavier. Kyle reached for her. Had she woke really early or really late? She hadn’t heard a call for breakfast! She suddenly felt all alone and she stepped out onto the porch. Her feelings of control disappeared completely as her eyes were drawn to the empty space where the car should be. She spun again for another look around. The clock said 7.30, this was breakfast time and had been all her life. Where was Mum and Dan?She turned again back into the kitchen and stood quietly in the centre of the room. Dan’s boots were gone.