I put on my t shirt and went there in my daily pants. oh my god!! when I went there I was too shocked. She opened the door she was just wearing a salw...r top. I was about to turn and go, when she said hey just come in, no need to be ashamed, you are a young boy, don’t act old man. She looked damn sexy and hot in that outfit. Her ass showing from the side cut of the kameez along with glances of her belly. she noticed me staring and laughed and said, hey you get the prize later, first help me. I. She shook her head and replied, "I'm not into women!" I bet you'd love to have Dale come in here and take you here on the conference table. I bet you'd like to feel his hard cock sliding in and out of your hot cunt. I bet you long for his strong hands kneading your swollen breasts and playing with your stiff nipples," Claire said making her voice as sexy as possible."We've got work to do!" She doesn't seem to react negatively to the idea. Maybe I should call Dale and have him come over to give. My head was trying to reject the logic of returning to school... or the vague idea that I should seek some sort of employment... or... (shrug)... ?Young enough that I didn't relate to the formal labels of "dejection", "rejection", "apathy", "depression", "confusion" or "fear"... I was simply aware that I was filled with a profound emptiness that had me swirling in the grip of confusion and non-direction so tightly, that it wasn't until decades later that I was even aware of the fact that it was. "I like you a lot but I am not in love with you and I am not about to fall in love with you. I told you last night that it had been more than a year since anyone made love to me and I needed this. I needed someone that I knew would not hurt me to hold me and make love to me. You are the only person I know out here that I feel that I can trust so I threw myself at you last night."I was mildly surprised that I wasn't disappointed that she wasn't in love with me but I knew that I wasn't in love.