" I don't care," said Ryan, "I am not going to be some stupid black girl,end of story." No," I said, "We are committed now, and we are going to spend ...hesummer with James. You two will go to camp and have fun, and the timewill fly by so much that you won't even think about dressing as a girl."Ryan suddenly broke down and sobbed, clutching my shirt, "DAD, I amBEGGING You, PLEASE don't make me do this. If I am still your son, andyou don't want to see me become a girl, then please stop this. I. Just after three-thirty Jock phoned."We are back in position. Got lots for you. We will stay until midday, then rendezvous with you. Where?" Chubb thought."Yes. About a mile before we got back onto the 'A' road, there was an old barn, falling down. There was a track leading off the lane. We'll be there about twelve-thirty." We'll find it. See you there."Jock and Goat appeared out of no-where at one forty-five, and climbed in the back of the Land Cruiser. They were dirty, smelly, and both wore. I didn't know what to makeof this. I was still fully clothed, although my face and shirt weresoaked with her vaginal fluids. While she lay there recovering herstrength, I tried my best to wash up. I grabbed one of the t-shirtsI'd stashed in her closet for just such an emergency.When I came back, her eyes had fluttered open. "Oh, Bill, I'm sosorry. I must seem like a madwoman to you. I've just been a littleout of my mind." Are you OK now?" Yeah, I think so. Christ, that was unbelievable. . I felt Moira reach around my back to give me a little hug. "You okay, Honey?" Gary and Jake were still talking things over.I shook my head, but then I nodded. I swallowed, then turned to her and opened my eyes. I looked intently into her beautiful face. Her green eyes that were so caring. Her pale skin and freckles. Her gorgeous red hair. Her lips, that were pink and full. The hollow of her throat. "What is it?" she asked me softly."I was trying to remember Mamma, but I can't really. I mean, I.