My love hasn't changed since I first saw you. Cindy, yes I do know how she feels about me. And yes there is some attraction we have for each other. Yo... know what I feel mostly?" No, Sam, what?" I feel sad. Sad that she is caught up in this situation and it will never be able to change." Then you should feel sad for yourself as well. It is your problem and I've known all along that I'll have your love as long as we are alive. I do worry about you being a sheriff, although I never say anything.. So here I was, sitting in the shade of summer vines in the Beka'a Valley with a young woman, Safiya, telling me;"Il y a beaucoup des veuves de guerre dans notre villages; je suis seul, moi-meme." That is; "There are many war widows in our village, I am on my own myself."I was working in a hospital in the village of Chtoura, after a difficult, challenging year in the main hospital in West Beirut (I had better not name it, but anyone with a passing knowledge of the region will know where I. Upon entering my home, you hear soft music in the background and the only light comes from candles throughout the house. I greet you at the door wearing an extra long dress shirt and nothing else. Telling you it's time to take this to the next level as I take you to the guest bedroom. There you see a package and I ask you to change for dinner. I leave you and return to the kitchen to finish preparing your favorite meal. You enter the kitchen wearing a black oversized dress shirt with a black. I study in First year. Now let’s come to the story. This is a real incident. You will enjoy it to the fullest when you imagine all the happenings in your mind. A few weeks back I had a regular test at my tuition, So we have to follow a sitting plan made by the tuition master. I had to sit with a 2 year student on the last corner desk of the class. His name was, Sahil he had a nice muscular gym built body and a whitish complexion. He had a nice chest as well. So I got horny at seeing him he.