.................Then there is a knock at the door that disturbs Wendy’s concentration --- she thinks fuck --Mick is still waiting for us ---Yes he ...s --- 40 minutes the girls have been gone!!! For the last 30 Wendy has been servicing Cathy’s pussy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wendy shouts --five mins babe nearly ready!!!Then I hear laughing from the girls ----Well 5 mins turns to 15 -- finally the door opens.................Cathy walks in dressed in her bridesmaids dress ---- STUNNING!!!She even has her. .. oh shit!” and she was looking past me and I turned my head and her mom was standing in the doorway and who knows how long she had been standing there and Cait said “Mom!” and she bucked and thrashed underneath me to throw me off her and she said “Get off! Mom, go away!” and I did like she said and I was just standing there by the bed and her mom walked up to me without a word and Cait said “No, mom. Go away” but she didn't and she dropped down on her knees in front of me and put the strap-on. .you came this far...it's fun.. right? did you want to gothrough life never feeling this? All the wrong questions....I washyperventilating a little behind the door, now half open...starting tohave a very unexpected and sudden battle with self-doubt and the mostawful of sissy feelings - self-loathing - ....turning into a panicattack....what do I do?"Trisha?" He must be watching the door, wondering why I'm not comingout. I closed my eyes, and took in a long difficult breath, thensqueaked out,. Normal greetings and pleasantries.I have also been really spending a lot of time riding my dildos while alone during the day. Started playing in the squirt.org cam rooms and recording some of my playtime. Have been getting bigger and bigger toys as the months progress.So, yesterday I walkout to get the mail when I see his truck pull up, oddly, today he starts across the street. He usually does us first and finishes across the street. I did not think much of it and went back in. A few minutes go.