Men just don't attract me. Women do. I love everything feminine,that's my problem. And I'm true to Sara! Though she doesn't thinkso. She thinks I...m unfaithful to her with some kind of womaninside me, and she resents it." I filled my glass first with iceand then with Bourbon, and then I splashed Sara's glass."Really? How very gothic! In love with a succubus who livesinside you and possesses you. Like in a B horror movie. I reallymust have a talk with her some time! Do you dress up. My hair is half up and half down and I’m wearing more makeup than I would normally do, but it’s subtle. I notice how good Neil looks in his pink shirt and smart chinos. Neil checks in at the hotel and we head to the bar. After taking a seat I order a glass of wine and Neil has a Jack Daniels and coke. He can see me shaking so he gives me an opportunity to pull out of the deal and to go back home. I say I’m fine and down my large glass of wine then ask for another; which makes Neil laugh. His. However I could not find the way how to express that desire to her.It was schedule that she would come the following Friday to pick up her pension, I decided that I will give her the clothes I bought for her and observe her reactions.On the Friday while going to work, I stopped at the train station to see her. I was surprised to see Alex who was there waiting, I went to a corner and watched, the train arrived, mom went out and walked directly to Alex who kissed her and they both walked. She's really acting strange. But taking advantage of her mother's unusual behavior, she stormed out of the house to school.Now that her daughter was gone, Mrs. Jenson wiped the tear off her cheek. Her mind was in turmoil. The other night she had acted like a slut. Feeling guilty, she had awoken her husband Sunday morning with a blow-job. The rare treat stunned the man, and the appreciative smile made Mrs. Jenson feel slightly better. She had always thought it degrading to perform oral sex, so.