I was befuddled by my absolute conviction that I could never kiss him first, that I was sure to be rejected. Whence this conviction? It was from the s...ugness that came with the realisation that I was finally starting to be true to my submissive state. I wanted to voice that particular epiphany, that I was sure would please him. As I struggled to verbalise all these confusing sensations and realisations, I ceased to recognise myself. I was twitching like a fly on the gossamer. I was ensnared in. “It’s Halo, it’s a boys game” he tells her trying to shoo her off. “A boys game?” she asks as she grabs the controller and proceeds to get the most kills in the game, destroying the young boys record. He looks at her with an open jaw “… youre GOOD!” he squeels as he gives her a high five and a hug. “Ok just stay in here and play this for a while, I’ll be up in a bit to check on you” she tells the boy as she walks out of the room, pulling out her phone to text Mark, a boy she has been crushing. A few minutes later and we're all chuckling away to the film. Not sure if it was really that good or all the alcohol we got through. It's definitely hit my girlfriend more than than the rest of us. Out of the blue she turned around to the two lads and asked if they'd seen her piercings? They said no, and without hesitation she drags her top down to show her breasts with bars running through both nipples. She then looks at us all sat there in shock. Then she looks at me and asks "is it ok if. ’ I turned around to leave. I didn’t want to be in the same room with them. ‘Come back here and sit down,’ Dad snapped. ‘We have things to discuss.’ Despite not having lived under their roof for more than 20 years, I obeyed. He still had that air of authority about him that parents seem to have even with their adult children. I avoided making eye contact with the girls. I know I still thought of them as girls but they were grown women. They took to calling me ‘Sir’. It sounded strange and I.