But, still, my otherproblem is so personal. How will I be able to tell him that I'm almostimpotent. And that I need him to help me with that. Jeez I j...st don'tknow how this will go.The bathroom door opened and he stepped out. At least I think it was him.I figured he just needed to pee but obviously it wasn't that. He walkedover to me and said, "Ta da!" If I didn't know it was him I'd not haverecognized him. He was dressed in a girl's school uniform. The wholeoutfit. A white blouse that had a. With the Town Chorus leading the way. But it’s a singalong, we want everyone to join in.”My mother winked at me; she knew I wasn’t much of a fan of classical music even though the Gilmore Girls had dragged me to a few performances back home. So that part was good, the Christmas carols.It really was a festive night. Rebecca put her arm through mine. Rosie held hands with Cayuse. Emma snuggled up to Miss Melanie, paying no attention to the neighboring whispers she was causing.The Town Chorus was. "Yeah," I said. "I'd like that. Thanks. Thank you. That was, uh... very thoughtful of you."There was a muffled noise on Gayle's side of the phone, as if she were moving around."So, ok. Well, um... Lemme think there... It starts about... Oh, I dunno, six-ish or so. But, I mean, you can show up any time you'd like." Would six-thirty be ok?" I asked.At the front of my mind, I was thinking I'd have to make dinner for my daughter, but the truth is she could make it herself. I simply didn't want to. I had plenty of time to go there and get back. If I wanted to, that is. "Fuck it, this is crazy," I said, running upstairs to change. I put on my small black party dress, some thong panties, and no bra, primped my hair, and grabbed the keys, locked the door behind me.Fighting the traffic gave me plenty of time to think about what I was doing. It wasn't like Pete and I had been totally faithful to each other in the last seven years. I know of two women he's fucked on the side, and I had a brief.