My father is the one who taught me about the maturing body, menstrual cycle, using pads, and also sex.I still remember that night when he was explaini...g sex to me. I had recently turned nineteen and was engaged to Ranbir, my husband now. My father had bought pictures from Kamasutra to explain sex to me. At first, he planned on just talking about it.Suddenly I requested him to show his penis. Then I asked, “I wanted to see it grow big.” Then he got me undressed to show where to put it. One thing. ....Another frustrating week passed by; some casual flirting at work nearly led to a back seat session in the police van but a call interrupted that. You had decided a long time ago that any sex was better than no sex, and if it meant cheating on your husband then so be it. You rationalised it by blaming him for being so shit in bed. You once joked with a close friend over drinks that you were so desperate you'd, "Fuck a tramp up a back alley if you didn't get some soon." The likelihood of. She stood waiting for him, giving him a moment to catch on, instead of asking for the fee. ‘How much do I owe you?’ he asked. ‘That’s two for a blow, and one extra for a deep throat,’ she said. ‘Here’s five,’ he smiled. ‘Thank you, sir,’ she smiled back. ‘The same again next Friday. Can you fit me in Wednesday,’ he asked. ‘I’ll make sure I can,’ Jade said. ‘What about anal?’ he asked. ‘That will be fine. I’ll prepare myself for Wednesday,’ she said. He walked to the door, and watched her drive. “Hands behind your back”, she said. I put my hands behind my back.Deepa walked around me and before I could realize it, she had handcuffed me!“What are you doing?” I asked. I was scared now. My heartbeat began to rise.“Nothing. We are just taking control of things”, she said. “Over to you Archana.”Archana walked up to me and ran her fingernails over my bulge.“Your cock needs freedom”, she said and began to unbutton my pants.“No, no, no. Please don’t do this”, I said.Deepa put her arm around me.