Now usually when I stayed with him, he slept on the couch. So for him to follow me into the room kind of caught me off guard. I slipped my pajamas on ...ver my dress then slid my dress down to my ankles while Alex stood behind me and watched quietly, most likely waiting to see something. I climbed in the bed and Alex turned off the lights and got in next to me, niether of us spoke a word.The awkward silence that came over us as we layed in bed was overbearring. I turned my back to Alex and faced. And if being a girl was what I wanted, he was OK with that. When I heard him say that, and even as scared as I was, I came to life.I responded right away in a very confident manner. It was as if I was watching myself speak because I kind of got upset with him. I was just a little pissed off. I explained to him, in a rather loud and profound manner, that I was not going to become a girl/woman. I have always been a man, I was born a man and will die a man. I had to explain to him that I had no. Turned out to be early 12-13 y.o. boys coming to fish. They wanted to know the time, but I knew, they had heard us fucking and wanted a glimpse of the girl. We got rid of them and then we told each other our first names, kind of formally, I remember. Anyway, I can't recall it today. I just remember she was a brunette and I had her lovely scent in my moustache (grown in '76 actually) all the way home and most of the next day. This is a good reason for facial hair ;-) She was maybe 2-3 years. He didn’t know how much time passed, but it had only felt like minutes as he finished the final page and placed it upside down on top of the stack next to him. All in all, Edelielle Vinasia – who it seemed had never actually published the book – had painted a rather grandiose picture of Palavus, and if she had written true to events, it seemed that Palavus was not a man burdened by modesty. In the interviews transcribed within, Palavus was all too happy to discuss his heroic exploits in detail..