I was suddenly a mess."Oh my god Jack. I didn't..." I raised my hand. She looked at me with her deeply caring brown eyes. I manifested a smile through...the despair. Eventually the smile won out. I swallowed down the tears and the mucus and got back to business.The night was a blur. I would break through my teary eyes, trying to concentrate on something else to distract my mind. Occasionally I enjoyed the punk funk band that opened. The power pop trio that headlined were especially fine, which. "I liked Darcy, but I didn't see it as anything serious.I danced with Maeve. I tried to focus on the slower tunes. It is my sincere belief that an important part of the experience of dancing with a woman is feeling her body against mine. She did not complain.We also talked. At times it felt awfully close to an interrogation."What kind of work do you do," she had asked me."Odd jobs."She made a doubtful face. "You can't make very much doing odd jobs." No, odd jobs; Jobs where it can be difficult. Baqi jisam nanga tha. un k kapray kareb he carpet per giry hoay thy. Mummy i think so rhe the. us shakhs(Jis ka name zafar tha jo mujhy baad main pta chala) ny mummy k face per chand qatry pani k dalay to mummy jag gai. Jabh mummy uth kr bethi to un k bary bary goray dodh bra sy bahir nikal rhy tha. mummy zafar ko dekh kr halka sa muskurai. Aur pani penay lagi.Mujhy pechay sy achanaq salma aunty ny pakar lia aur mujhy pehlay to aik thaper mara . aur us k baad pocha kabh sy khara hy idher. main. I can tell. Your hair is awreck and what have you lost like 40 pounds?" Pretty close," he confessed. "And yeah, I am changing. I don't knowwhat into though. I'm worried I am going to turn into some kind offr... something strange." Well, no sense worrying, you couldn't stop it anyway. And if you endup deep in GSD, at least you will still have me and dad." She chanced alook over at him and a smile. "We'll get a better idea once they do youa profile." At least there is that," he sighed."Even in.