“I’m in control; I can do what I want to you. You've given me that right. So let go of all those thoughts and fears that hold you back, let go of ...he world, and just simply be mine,” he said. His voice was intoxicating to me. While I lay my complete trust onto him I let go of my fears and let him take me. He began to sweetly kiss my neck; feeling his breath upon my skin sent shivers down my spine. His fingers ran down in between the space of my breasts, tracing the curves of them and then. ‭ ‬One thing about my oil stove, ‭ ‬when I called for heat the damn thing put out heat right away.‭ ‬When I finished my shower, ‭ ‬I went to the stove while still wet.‭ ‬I dried myself and put on my clothes while hovering over it.‭ ‬Most women wouldn't be able to live like this, ‭ ‬I thought.‭ ‬But most women hadn't lived in a tent with‭ ‬9‭ ‬other women, ‭ ‬either.‭ ‬I had‭ ‬hovered over many an oil burner while trying to stay warm during a chilly night in the sandbox.I left the reasonably. Rakesh: Acchi maal hai ye, pichli wali mein maza nahi aya.Minal: Tum sabhi ladkiyo ko yaha late ho?Ahmed: Hum sirf randiyo ko yaha late hai.Fir Ahmed mere pass aya aur mujhe chicken lollypop diya.Minal: Main Brahmin hu main non veg nahi khati.Ahmed: Tu meri rakhel hai aur woh sab khayegi jo main tujhe dunga.Usne meri gardan pakdi aur mere muh mein lollypop thus diya. Mujhe ulti si hone lagi.Ahmed: Lund to le leti hai isme kya hai, kha ja pura.Main jabardasti woh khane lagi kyuki mujhe bhuk bhi. Who mere uthne se pehle hi jungle chali jati, aur wapas akar sab beej, phalli aur doosri jadi-bootiyan sardar ke ghar pe de deti, phor naha kar khana banati, Main subah uthkar sardar ke jhopde men chala jaata aur wahan Badi Maa ke sath jadi –bootiyan ka kaam karta aur seekhta bhi. Maa mere se mere ghar ke baatein sunti aur use mere chacha aur chachi par bahut gusssa aata. Ksum ke aane ke baad main uske paas jaane ka mauka dhoondta rahta, kabhi kabhi meri bechaini dekhkar Maa khud hi keh deti”.