I want out of my marriage so bad but I am so scared because he has a tendency to be abusive and we have a one year old daughter. It wasn’t until I s...arted hanging out with my best friend Tommy again that I realized that I wasn’t allowing myself what I truly deserved in my life, Friendship. Tommy is the kind of guy that you can talk to about anything and he doesn’t judge. Tommy has never been married but he has two children, a three year old son and a six month old daughter from similar. As clean cut as Clark Kent, black horn-rim glasses, moderate height, moderate good looks and a red bow tie…I was twenty eight at the time...so I agreed. He wasn't in the car a minute or two until he reached over and put his hand on my thigh, asking, “Would you like to play around?” I just nodded and choked out, “yeah.” That was all he need. He knelt on the seat and turned sideways on the seat and reached over and started unbuckling my belt, unbutton and unzipping my Levis. I rose up to let. "I'm so glad you agree," she smiled sweetly, "besides you'll probablyfeel much more comfortable now that you're used to wearing properunderwear." Yes Madam," he lied once more and was relieved when she waved her handto dismiss him.Oh shit, this doesn't sound good he thought as he closed the door behindhim and made his way to his bedroom.Any hope he held that there would be a decent set of male clothingwaiting for him were soon dashed. His heart sank as he looked at whatwas laid out on the bed. I knew what I was looking at and I was enthralled. I crawled closer to the edge of the house to get a better look. There was about 40 feet between the houses and I wanted to get as close a look as possible. This seemed to be a once in a lifetime opportunity and I wanted to make the best of it. I crouched at the edge of the house trying to get the best view. Suddenly I heard Miss Lucy call my name. Having been so engrossed in looking between her legs I did not realize if I could see her.