When I told her she simply shrugged and said, “who cares,” and snuggled deeper into the embrace of Sofi.I put on a bathrobe and wandered, still ha...f-asleep, down to the kitchen. With my brain still befuddled I blundered around making coffee. Trying to look posh I loaded a tray with a pot of freshly brewed coffee, a jug of milk, a sugar bowl and three delicate cups and saucers. Usually it was just grabbing a mug of instant before dashing out of the door to get to work but today felt special.. I newhalf."Paul had never heard of this."I finish now. I go for swim. You come too?"Paul, curious, agreed. Moon put the cleaner and tools into a cupboard,and then came over to Paul and shyly took his hand and they walkedtogether out of the library and along the corridor towards the poolentrance. Paul kept looking at the beautiful boy in his satin uniformswishing along beside him, and once or twice caught Moon looking at him.The boy had naturally long lashes and his lips were beautifully. He had followed the ambulance under police escort through red lights and heavy evening traffic but could barely remember anything of the journey, his eyes focused on the back doors of the flying ambulance. He wasn’t allowed to accompany his wife all the way to where they were working on her in the theatre; he had to wait for the experts to bring his wife and unborn child back to life, then back to him. He coped by believing that Michelle would pull through, any other possibility was not worth. ?He raised the gun, seized it with both hands, and squeezed the trigger four times. A dark red stain erupted onto the bed sheets to signal his mate?s sudden death.?What made you think she was suffering, Kalle??The government bureaucrat blinked. He felt his arms and legs restricted in their movement.?Did you ever think it might just be you who was suffering??Consciousness continued to pour into Kalle?s mind, replacing his sense of continual repetitive scenarios that were punctuated by mocking.