"Clever."Beth looked me up and down. "You get here okay? Bring the stuff with you?"I nodded. "Uh huh; in my pack." Good. Grab a shower and get changed...before he gets back, then we'll go through the plan."I did so, but was unable to stop my heart beating so loudly the whole time. I took care getting dressed and went out to meet Bethany. We opened the door to each other and looked. It was like being in front of a mirror! We sat down quickly, putting make-up on each other like we'd learned to do. After introductions and pouring them some drinks, they both said they wanted to hottub.Jeff had forgotten his hottub attire and asked if he could borrow some of mine or Kip’s. I joked that swimsuits weren’t mandatory ... then I went up stairs to get some speedos for Jeff. Of course he didn’t ask, or expect, speedos but, that was what I was going to bring him.Up stairs, I dropped my jeans to reveal my new Arena speedos that I’ve been showing you guys in my selfies all week, wrapped a towel. A lace corset. A leather gag. A studded paddle. A leather riding crop.It was the crop that stopped me from looking further. I'd felt the stinging slap of a crop before. Lydia introduced me to it in Orlando. I had believed that experience was an aberration, something caused by the revelation that Jules and John did not see our relationship as I did. Holding the crop brought an arousal and a tension I didn't think to feel again. I was gripped by a fascinated compulsion; I wanted to feel its. ..as a family.”“You raped me for two years!” Hannah shouted, “I want nothing to do with you.”“Hannah since you left, I’ve only thought about you. I was depressed when Mom and Dad sent you away. I started acting up in school, got caught up in drugs. I even tried committing suicide. I just didn’t care anymore because I didn’t have you.” “You can’t have me, I’m your sister! You need help, Howie. You’re sick” Hannah choked out between tears.“I know, but...” Howie paused, “Just one more time. One.