No way, she says.So if I'm fine with getting her turned on, climbing on top of her, futilly thrusting away for 10 minutes, and still managing to cum, ... figured everything was ok, but I really get bored with that fast. She worn sexy outfits, or at least what she considers sexy, a few times but it just wasn't enough. The best way for me to trip my switch while fucking her, was to imagine another man in bed with us, feeding her his cock while I hammered away. I even fantasized about her and I. Just as Cindi surprised me with these roses, I was going to give her even more of a surprise with me showing up at her doorstep. It seemed silly to do, flying all the way out there, but I had to. It mattered to me. Being realistic, or doubting something like this would simply lead to an empty life… love was worth taking a risk. Cindi was worth it. Mother was happy to hear that Cindi and I got back in touch with one another. She happily agreed to pay for my flight out there, promising me to send. I made my way down and unbuttoned her jeans, inching them along with her panties down to her ankles to expose her well-maintained, dirty blonde bush. I spread her legs and went down for a taste. Flicking my tongue over her wet snatch and teasing her clit, she told me this was the first time she had her pussy licked. Seeing how her body was responding I continued to pleasure her pussy with my amateur oral skills. Once I had worn my tongue out I came up for air and began to remove my clothes as. I sat her down on the bed and turned to face her."Julie, you don't have to do this if you don't want to. You can say 'no' at any time. I shan't be at all upset. You are simply gorgeous, and I really don't know what you see in me. I've still no idea why you chose to give your virginity up to me." Jon, you can't have been listening for the last hour. I've been too shy to meet very many boys, and I agree with Sian that you are one of the nicest men I have ever met. You treated me as a normal human.