My brother screamed, no!!! Why dad, why!! I was just sitting on the ground crying and screaming. I looked up as if I was looking at god and I pleaded,...why?!? Why did this have to happen!? My brother took the note and read it. He read out loud, Im sorry I raped you Erin, I couldnt control myself. I will always love you no matter what. Please forgive me. My brother crumpling the note, he screamed at me and yelled, this was all your fault, why didnt you tell me when I was with you in the. With only an hour to get home i rushed through the traffic. Once in the house i walked through the house to make sure that the children were truly gone. In our bedroom i removed my clothes and started to think of what house work should be done. i cleaned the kitchen and bathrooms, vacuumed all the carpets, and mopped all the hard wood floors. Started on the laundry and dusted the furniture. Soon it became 5 and i knew that dinner needed to get started. At 6 my Goddess walked in, i walked out to. " Sounds wonderful. Perhaps after this is done..."Janice trailed off. The business always came first, sometimes even before the kids. It was hard, but when an assignment came in, you had to expedite it ASAP or you may not be in the queue for the next one."Your turn to make dinner," Ray said, setting down his beer on the coffee table."And what are you going to do?"Ray gave her a shark-like grin, "I'm going to play the not-so-bad-cop."Cassandra's stomach ached from her sobs as well from being. "It'sfine, don't worry about it." Steve, I can't dance in this state, and I'm feeling really self-conscious."He looked into her eyes with something akin to desire. "I can't danceperiod. You want to head home instead?"Her stomach did a flip, she didn't need to think about it too hard."God yes. I'll meet you outside, lemme tell Jen where I've gone."After a diversion to the bathrooms, still no queue, where she was ableto rearrange her junk, she hit the bar where Jen was lining up a lineof full.