Hold the horses. Why had I pulled my dressdown? It was definitely not something I would do -- no matter how hardI had been pretending to be controlled... What the actual fuck?"I was being controlled?" I whispered to Yung, not quite believing it."Very good!" he said happily. "What was the give away?"I swallowed. This was so weird. I still felt like I had been the one todo all of that. Even when I had looked at my reflection and told myselfI was being controlled - that still felt like me. I could. I was more turned on than I had ever been in my life and shot the biggest load of my life. One by one the others shot their loads and we quickly cleaned up before Rick came home and all pretended nothing had happened. For the rest of that week I could think of little else and I just hoped it was going to happen again the following Saturday. When I was wanking my mind would drift to those three big dicks that had been across the room from me and I would come very quickly. Afterwards I would feel. What had I done? I thought. I might have destroyed the most important relationship in my life. I didn’t think I could live with that. How was I going to face my mother? I knew that I had really screwed up this time.I looked at the clock and saw that it was after 9 a.m. I had gone to sleep at about 10 last night, so I had been asleep for almost 11 hours and yet I felt I could go back to sleep. I forced myself to get up and take a shower. When I was dressed I reluctantly went downstairs to face. Jamie appeared impressed to the point of asking what was happening on Monday."Your teacher is supposed to be coming, I heard" said Lauren."He's involved in the election. He won't be here, I bet" said Jamie."Great, we could sunbathe all week!" said Emma. "Lauren needs to get her tan going before the winter comes." You've heard, I suppose, that's about all there is to do around here. And go swimming in the pool." said Jamie"Or go to the beach?" asked Lauren."What for? There's the pool" replied.