She must have noticed that I gently massaged her inner lips with my fingers, that my shaving motions were sensual, massaging her clit. She also must h...ve noticed my thumb pressing against her anus. Oh my! The more I think about it, the more I try to see this from Ava’s perspective, the more I realise that Ava must be aware of my sexual longing for her. That I wasn’t subtle about this at all.Are we both just pretending? Pretending that nothing sexual is happening? That this is all just part of a. I should have known you were not going to roll over and let me take everything, but I mistook your grace for lack of resolve. You showed me I had misread you." I'm sorry to say I misread you too." I've been completely selfish, I always have been really. It was when I realised how my selfishness very nearly had our children taken into care that I came to my senses. I was angry that you didn't just settle for what I decided you should settle for. I really should have known you would stand up for. Unlike the rest of the gang, he was not shy about diving naked into the cold water and his large cock made my eyes widen, so much so it scared the boys and they left as he swam back.He climbed out of the water and I said, 'I guess you win, everyone has left'.He had his free fuck on the bridge and daddy's condom remained clasped in my hand and for months afterwards we would meet and have sex, as by that time I was really into it, and went looking for it.Kissing was for me erotic as were. "If you want to deny me Teel, then you should be prepared to offer yourself in her place."My intent was purely to embarrass her, in order to prove a point, hopefully persuading her to abandon her attempts to interfere. Nella stared at me as though I'd slapped her in the face, my sheer nerve obviously catching her unawares."I ... I..." She stammered."Well?" I demanded."I'm partnered with Tamar. I can't." And yet you're willing to deny your best friend what you freely indulge yourself." I do not.