"Liz, I love you. I don't love Jessie. Well, I do love Jessie, part of me will always love Jessie, but I'm not in love with her. I am in love with you..." He sighed. "What it is, is this. Part of me thinks that Jessie and I ended because we just grew apart and wanted different things. But part of me thinks that Jessie and I ended because I fucked up, and badly. And now I have you, but we haven't spent much actual time together and now you're talking about moving in. I'm afraid of fucking up. And. We once again sat on the couch and I was nursing on her clitty and I think I had fallen asleep for a little while but until drinking moms milk a couple more times. Suzi woke me up at some point removing the harness from genitalia but leaving everything else, she also pulled out the butt plug which was painful but not as bad as expected. She cleaned me up with wipes, getting into every part of me, spraying some baby powder and placing a diaper under me, it didn't take her long to get me all. I know what it is, you’re thinking about tonight aren’t you. Well, let me tell you if you don’t buck up tonight is off. I’m not making love to you. Now get yourself sorted out.”I’m fuming at him, mad as hell mainly because he is right, but how can he be so mean to me, doesn’t he know how much tonight means to me how can he say what he has just said. Then I realise it’s his competitive instinct, it’s what makes him what he is, he’s picked the one thing to fire me up and shake me back to reality,. Just when it is wet enough, he takes me by the hair and begins to throat fuck me. He doesn’t want a gentle blowjob like Eli seemed content with. He wants to use my mouth and use it hard. I gag hard on him, feeling him slam into my throat with each stroke. My drool runs down my chin and over my breasts as it drips from my lips. Declan’s hands are on my hips and lifts me up from his cock. He fucks me as hard as Cameron fucks my mouth. My body starts to hurt, but I fucking love it. Sore and aching.