And sometimes you can't?" I was now about to freak out. I just knewinside my cover was blown."It all depends Fr?ulein." He looked me dead in the eyes....I knew he knew.But I couldn't find the words to say anything more.Monica and Rhonda just then returned back to the table. I took a shortbreath, composed myself and smiled at them. Had our little stunt blownthe biggest account in the history of the company? I didn't want to sayanything to anybody about it. Rhonda looked at me, "I don't think. As if she didn’t wanna let me go. I kissed Amy and eased her stress. We took a shower and decided to get ready.It was close to 7 am. My uncle and aunt were up and getting ready too. At 8, Amy’s bridesmaids came to get her ready and dressed. Uncle and aunt left for the venue while I, the best man of Amy, waited in the house to take her there. After a while, Amy came out of the room and my jaw dropped looking at her.In that white bridal dress, the tiara and her pearl necklace, she was to me the. I felt the enormity of the situation for the first time. I could actually retire before I hit 20 if I did this. It would also mean that I might never play football or baseball. This was happening too fast. I’d planned it out such that I’d have at least a year before I needed to start firming up what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.I leaned forward and cupped my face in both of my hands with my elbows on the table. It felt like my heart was about to jump out of my chest.“David,” my mom. It doesn't bother me in the least. I wouldn't know what to think now if I don't get called a "faggot" or "sissy piece of ass" at least a half a dozen times a day." Excellent attitude adjustment Malcolm." Uh Dr. Beatmen, I-I do want to ask you something about these treatments." Sure, go right ahead." D-do you think they c-could become addictive?" Malcolm stammered nervously."I'm glad you brought that up. It's more of a mental fixation rather than a physical addiction. In other cases,.