Despite sayingmy life would be so much better if I was a girl.I'm also scared what it means when I do say it. I feel like a bunch ofstuff is supposed ...o happen, like I'll be put on a road I'm not sure Iwant to go down. This feeling of once you label yourself trans, you can'treally go back from it.Now I'm coasting along in life, but I feel like this will always hold meback. Every day it's on my mind, unresolved, and as long as it'sunresolved I know I'll never be truly happy. This doesn't mean. We got up and started down towards the water's edge and started to explore around the cliff's face. We wormed our way around through some rocks jutting out of the sand and as we rounded the turn, the gaping entrance to a tidal cave loomed over us.“You wanna?” I asked and she just grinned. We made our way in a bit and had to just stand and let our eyes adjust. Once we got used to the dimness we looked around. The cave was not too deep and we could just make out the back wall. The ceiling. Varun: I was so depressed. I couldn’t even eat anything for a month. I don’t know what to do. I am interested in girls. I love to have a girl in my life. But due to my stupid IIT preparation, education, and then a mechanical way of entering the corporate world just screwed me from having a social life.Varun: I told dad about this, but he doesn’t care. He just wants me to get married anyway. If I can’t talk to a girl properly, how the hell am I going to touch her physically or have any romantic. She placed a lone finger over her lips and then his, indicating he should remain silent.“What’s going-“ he started to ask. Katy cut him off, pressing her lone finger over Lico’s lips.Katy slowly unbuttoned her button-down shirt as Rose and I stood there, aghast as Katy’s brazenly open moves.Katy slipped out of her shirt and let it fall to the stone floor of the patio. She looked back at Rose and smiled.“Do you want to join us?” Katy asked.Rose laughed.“You’re going to give him a heart attack,”.