”“OH SHIT YES, I mean ... yes I hope so, sorry, I got excited.”“You’ll say more than that when I get my mouth on you.” I knew I was getti...g caught up in her excitement, but I couldn’t stop.“I can hardly wait, I want to know all the dirty words so I can talk dirty to you.”“Are you disappointed that I’ve had other lovers?”“Not at all. I wanted you to be experienced. I want to know all that you know.”“You will, I want you and I want a houseful of kids.”“YES, I do too and Momma and Daddy want at. ”I sat down at the kitchen table with them and accepted a soda from Mrs. Brown as she sat with us.I took a drink and tried to settle my nerves before I spoke. After I had swallowed it, I started by addressing Mr. Brown. “Sir, I have been dating your daughter for a few months now and we have been very happy together. She is an amazing woman who I want to keep in my life until I die. Just before I started to date her, I was becoming aware of a change in my attitude toward life and realized I was. He would also be relatively safe from crayfish, turtles or other predators.I paddled back to camp and threw a rope up on shore, then slid my body onto a rock. When the canoe was secure, I proceeded to get a fire started and cleaned one of my fish. As I glanced out over the water, I was surprised to see a canoe out on the lake. It appeared to be heading in my direction. When it became evident that the travelers were coming directly toward my camp, I went down to the water's edge to meet them.The. An addict who was addicted to another man and loved them both too much to quit either.Deciding there was nothing I could do about the situation right now, I decided it was best I just get up and go about my day. I rolled out of bed stretching as I went, being careful not to disturb the sleeping dog near my feet. As I walked down the stairs, I could smell the familiar aroma of coffee.'How sweet,' I thought to myself. James set the Keurig to have a fresh cup waiting for me when I woke up. That.