But I didn’t know what I wanted. My fantasies grew darker and I resorted to masturbating more often. I wanted to taste him, but my husband thought i... would inappropriate to perform a fellatio, and I didn’t want him to think I was improper, so I didn’t push. We’d have sex, but they didn’t have the fervor with which I had imagined it should. It was nice. And that was what kept me questioning. It was nice, not racy not vulgar, not numbing, just nice. I decided that should be how it was to be.. This particular night my wife went out and was not expected back for sometime,i as usual went the garage to look at porn and make a noise,The webcam lit up and Mandy my daughter walked in as usual,normal stuff for her,i looked away and carried on oogling porn,but kept the small window visible in the corner of the laptop,glancing at it occasionaly,i glanced at it to see Mandy with a pair of panties in her hand's,Mandy looked around the room as if to see if anyone was around,she put the panties. I couldn’t afford an abortion and had no choice but to have my son. I had plans for college but those dreams were quickly crushed replaced by a reality of working end jobs and living on welfare just to support my son. There was a time I could have had anyone but after having Jimmy I was considered damaged goods. I never fucking wanted this life. I never fucking wanted to be a mother. I have paid for that mistake all these years raising him and he was now finishing high school eager to start. Attorney General around on his time off. He gave me his personal numbers to call if I ever had a problem with any of the authorities. I really don't think there will be a problem for me, and if what you're anticipating comes true, then it will come in handy. Don't worry, Jon, I won't go to prison. Oh, and thanks for considering me your friend. I always thought I was just a muscleman with a tiny brain to you." Smart ass!"He and the girls busted out laughing as we got up to leave. I dropped a.