I was staring at her face as I fucked...her eyes were looking from me to Shane and her mouth was contorted by moans of pleasure. "I'm getting there,"...she said, "Please don't stop! Fuck me harder, Travis!" she commanded. "Rub my pussy, Shane," she said. Wait. What? I thought in passing as I kept thrusting. I felt Shane's hand slide between our colliding bodies as he complied with her order. He began rubbing her clit with his fingers. I couldn't see it, but could feel his hand brushing my. By the time the races ended around 10pmm she had drunk her fair share of beer and was slightly buzzed. Next came her favorite part, going down to the pit to hang out with the racers. She hadn’t seen them since last year and missed her old buds. She met up with a few of them and sat and chatted. It was nearly midnight when she went searching for the bathroom. She swayed as she walked but her brother was nowhere to be seen to make sure she was okay wandering around by herself. Livvy practically. " Me?" Yes you. You really don't know why I am here do you?" Fuck no I don't."She puts her hand on my leg. I look down at it and then back up at her."Because I spent my whole life thinking I was alive. Then the wolf almost killed me and I knew I had been wrong. I was just existing. Doing what was expected. Dating a man I am fond of but don't really love. The wolf showed me something more. And I want it." Even if it kills you?" Yes dammit! Even if it kills me. I don't care." You should." Why?. I would spend that five minutes going through some of the more exotic critters and the symptoms of infection. Refocused, I could return to the lab and work in a safe and controlled manner. I had decided early on that I liked to play with my toys and being selfish in the way all humans are, promised myself that I would do what ever was necessary to continue playing.It's not a job that lends itself to a long career. 25% of us snap and disappear into a comfortably padded room with no visitors, if.