” He trailed off ”It’s not my name.” ”It is and it is beautiful.” They were both quiet for a long time. ”I only do this because I care a...out you, 20 years ago I was in your shoes, it sucks to lose someone...” ”two people...” She corrected him. ”...Yes, two people. I know you're not a violent person. I see how you treat people, you're a good person. I just want the best for you.” ”Yeah, okay.” ”Fine Chrysanthemum, have it your way after tonight I’ll let you self-destruct.” She drifted off to. The wooden door creaked as I opened it. The air in the building was so thick and musty. It couldn’t have been well ventilated. Of course, the single elevator was out of order. I made my way up the stairs, which creaked with each step. Slightly short of breath from carrying my luggage up four flights of stairs, I walked to his apartment. I gulped. I had an impending sense of doom as I knocked on his door. He opened the door, grinning at me. “I’m glad you made it OK dear.” He leered He looked. Her Kindle’s there beside it. Full of books.We’ve talked.And now we’re sticky together for the fourth time.Same thing. Her head on my chest, fragrant, soft. Just begging to be nuzzled. So I nuzzled.“Dammit, Brad...”“Dammit? We’re sitting here cuddled in front of a fire and you say ‘dammit’?”“Yes,” she said, burying her face against my chest. “This is ... perfect. Not ‘glad we’re married’ perfect. Not ‘we just bought a new house’ perfect. This is ‘all the buttons have been pushed’ perfect. Brad,. She is alone therefore she came to mall to spend sometime to avoid boringness. She invited me to accompany her, I just went after her.While talking she asked me about my job and overall life. I told her that thanks to god that all are going smooth and kool. I asked her the same and she didn’t answer me. I asked again and she looked at me and said, yaaa going as usual. By hearing that I sense some pain in her voice. Then I said, you must be missing your husband. She said yes and communication.