Something deep in me needed for me to be subtly degraded so I could learn the lessons from my mistake.And it was certainly degrading to live in that l...ttle place, working at a menial, sometimes dehumanizing job -- a job that included barely-consensual sex on the side -- and trying to scrape out a living, all while carrying a growing baby in my belly.I resolved when I left the hospital with Angel and returned to Montgomery that I would never live like that again. And I haven't.The first thing I. I didn’t realize she would remember I’d been a boy before my 15th birthday. This was a bit of a shock to me.I told grandma Jessica about the good and bad, admitted to being more than a little interested in sex, and showed her pictures of my Holloween costume. Nothing phased her. She wasn’t a prude, so knowing I was sexually active did not bother her in the least. Her only worry was about my safety, which I assured her I had well in hand.The rest of the evening was uneventful. We played Gin,. I am from Chennai – tamilnadu. This happened just 11 months before. My aunt name Devi aged 42. The relation just started in one night…. I used to sleep with my aunt always as my uncle died few years before… We 2 are alone at home. I started to press my aunt boobs when she was in deep sleep… I also removed 2/3 buttons of her blouse… And kissed her boobs… This continued for few weeks…..but my aunt doesn’t know this as I do all this when she is in deep sleep… As I was getting bolder and started to. “OK. If we meet, you have to use condoms always. And no oral sex please.”“Anything you want,” I quickly agreed.Although she did not mention anal sex, I knew that was out too. So around three weeks after I first met her on chat, I took a day off and booked a room in her city. I reached her city the night before. The next morning, I got ready and waited eagerly for her arrival. She came to my hotel around 10 AM and I was downstairs to receive her.The first time I saw her, I was struck by how much.