I don’t know who could possible handle the pressure you are under from this insane business.’ She gave Rachel a long hug, one that may have lasted...a moment too long by some standards. ‘To be perfectly honest, I’m astonished Ryan hasn’t come on to you, yet.’ Anne said directly into Rachel’s eyes. I mean, you’re young, you’re beautiful… you’re everything I didn’t want in a nanny because I was worried some young girl would be all over him and steal him away from me.’ Rachel chuckled softly, ‘Oh,. " I said"It sure was" she said."I love you Rachel." I said. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you."Tears came to her eyes and she pulled me down to her and kissed me. "Are you asking me to marry you?" she said."Yes I am." I said "I love you more than anything." I love you too and the and the answer is yes, I'll marry you."Part twoComing OutI awoke the next morning with Rachel in my arms. Wow, I thought to myself, I actually did it. I made love to another boy and I didn't feel weird. I ran chain back through the turnbolt until I had about a yard on each side. Then I sat, braced my feet on the wall, grabbed the chain in both hands and slowly pulled the ring from the wall. I rolled the chain around my arm, took the girl's hand and led her out into the woods after locking the door behind us."Where are we going?" she whispered, almost running to keep up with me, pulling the jacket to her belly."Away," I said, doing my best to hurry as the dangling chain kept tangling in the. By now it was almost 3:00 a.m. and a lot of people had left, and most of the ones still there were wasted. I was about to give up and call my parents anyway when I ran into Brad. Yes, that Brad.We hadn't seen much of each other much over the last couple of years. We were still friendly, but since our breakup we had just drifted into different circles. He took one look at me, and took me into his arms. He didn't even asked what had happened, he just held me. That's when I lost it. Tough,.