She and her husband discussed Tracy's obvious pregnant state and contacted us, offering to help out. Because of our pretext, we declined any financial...support, but offered to let them visit their grandc***d in the future. They seemed somewhat relieved when we also declined their offer to share Steve's insurance money with us. I earned enough to support my new family. A few nosy meddlers tried to analyze the situation because it didn't make sense to them, but their intruding voices eventually. Take it back out for a minute!"Lenny: "Did you say something Jeannie?"Jeannie: "No….ahhh…. Wait a moment while I turn off this music."Lenny could hear Jeannie moving around on the bed then the music went silent. Lenny could hear Jeannie breathing into the phone then the sound of her moving on the bed again: Jeannie:"That's it....ahhhh…owww..ooooo"Lenny: "Jeannie?"Jeannie: "I'm sorry, Lenny. I must have been talking to myself. Did you need something?"Lenny: "I was just calling to see what you. I let myself down.”She held me tight and stroked my hair and rocked with me and I felt horribly guilty for what I was doing to practically everyone I knew. I knew then I had to change. She held me a little longer then headed back downstairs. I somehow managed to sleep that night without a nightmare. I wasn’t ready to return to school the next day so I stayed home and had my mom call in sick for me. Wednesday evening I asked my dad if he would drop me off at group. My mom heard me and. "What could I say? I didn't know where to start. I wanted to comfort her, but not as much as I wanted to steal her away from him. My mouth opened, and then closed again without making a sound. She started to cry."I love him, but he's such an asshole. You should hear the things he says. He said that when he leaves me, I'll have you if I want. He, well ... he claims you're in love with my butt."However true that sentiment was, an urge to steer the conversation elsewhere seized me."If he's such an.