I couldn’t hear that Julia had switched the television off and made her way upstairs, or that she had heard the faint noises coming from my room and...came to investigate. She found my door just a fraction open and pushed it a little as she peeked inside.I laid there, my hard erect cock in my hands. Stroking it, and jerking it hard and fast. Pounding away on my cock, up and down as I moaned and groaned with sexual pleasure of masturbating myself to images of Julia in my mind.I was close to. Initially she was feeling tickled but subsequently his actions gave her new unknown sensations all over the body. Her virgin pussy was leaking. Then I kissed her navel and then the mound and then the pussy lips. I licked it lavishly and the wetness gave me something to lick. Poor Baby shuddered at his vigorous licking.She helped me by opening up her cunt lips and asked me to lick inside the cunt. I went on slurping and whenever my tongue touched her clit an electric shock like sensation went. Two days later, as usual, we both went to bed that night. The hot climate made us sleep in shorts. As I removed my t-shirt, Sid also removed his shirt. His body was so fit, I couldn’t control myself. I told him he had a hot body. He was smiling at me and said that even I have a hot body. After looking at his hot body, I wasn’t able to sleep. I was thinking about what if I have sex with Sid one day.Since Sid was there, I couldn’t watch any porn and relieve myself. So, thinking about being with. I joinedthe ranks of so many longing for complete ownership, but not doinganything about it.I thought I was content, just being around the Society and watchingothers submit. The truth was I was hiding. Hiding from my desires andhiding from the belief that I could actually fulfill my dreams. I knowthat each of you reading this know what I am speaking of. It as if youare going through the motions, but not really alive. You know there ismore out there, but you sit idly by waiting for it to come.