.. no cold feet. I just wish that I hadn't, like, found myself in a family way before the wedding. I'm going to look huge, Kim!", she said as she gest...red to her obviously swelling stomach. "My Nana, you know how religious my Nana is, was soooo pissed when she found out that Dean and I were pregnant and not even engaged. I heard a ringing noise in my right ear for a full month after that phone call!"Tracy giggled at her own story and Kimberly joined in in spite of herself. Kimberly was actually. I have to admit it was fun to play the slutty prison guard in our bedroom. On the night of the party my husband convinced me to wear sexy underwear under my costume. I had planned to wear shorts and a t-shirt under the exposing costume. I chose my only thong and a matching bra that barely covered my nipples and didn't come close to keeping my huge nipples from pressing the material of my dress out. I hadn't realized how low the dress was cut. Looking in the mirror, my breasts looked huge. It was up for less than eight hours and I started getting emails. Most were complimentary but several with some sincere criticism. I went back and did a thorough spell and punctuation check, and fixed some run on sentences, also paragraphs were too long. One person pointed out that I was being unrealistic on how long I was having my character hit a golf ball, the story was a fantasy but hey he was right about it being unrealistic, and he had brought it up politely so no reason not to make a. ..ashamed!" I hate it!" I said, knowing it was both thetruth and a lie at the same time."No, you don't hate it dear, you hate not being able to be free to beyourself. You're afraid of what everyone else will say if they knew justhow pretty you are able to become. Now then, come sit by me and tell meall about why you feel this way."I sat next to mom like a lump, until she took my hand in hers. Then itcame out. All of my frustrations, fears, denials, then the elation andcalmness I always felt.