If I had an illness, it was certainly addictive. I forced myself to come off it, swearing, vowing I would never cheat or work with Darius again. In Ma..., I shocked Jeff by requesting we go to marriage counseling. He didn't understand why. I didn't tell him I cheated. Instead, I told him, I want us to be closer, to make sure the marriage was strong. It was all a front. I needed something to make me forget about cheating, to make the problems in the marriage, no matter how small, go away so I. Miranda still in her nightie and robe ran down the stairs "Connor! your finally here" Connor met her at the bottom of the stairs, picking her up and twirling her around the two laughed "no I'm not home it's just an illusion I sent you to scare the heck out of you" Miranda laughed "your scary enough with all that fuzzy stuff on your face" Connor grinned "that fuzz will one day be a beard to rival Trink's." Miranda started to giggle, taking his hand she started to drag him up the stairs "come. After she finally calmed down they laid in each others arms as the listened to music and relaxed. She still chained could still feel the power he over her. He had the keys to her freedom; she also knew she would be used more before the night was over. Finally he had her lay face down and asked if she had been hogtied, when she said no, he knew she was going to learn. He pulled her arms and legs up together and linked the chains together in to a hog tie. You could her soft ?wow? leave her lips.. "Ok, you've got me totally fucking confused, so why don't you humor me, and start at the beginning here before I really do knock your fool head off!" Ok, I know this is going to sound really ... really weird." It already does," I said interrupting him, receiving an exasperated look in return, though he continued."Ok, you know Brian, who would have been my future brother in law yes?"I had met him once, actually liked the guy, especially when he'd all but disowned his own sister after learning.