But Cordelia had ordered it, and though it ripped me apart inside, I couldn’t refuse her. What if she pushed me away for disobeying her? The thought...alone gripped my heart in ridged vices and squeezed with icy cruelty. My fingers trembled like mad when I parted my thighs lewdly and pushed my pussy lips apart to expose the rosy insides to the older woman. She giggled gleefully. “Smile, little whore!” My smile was pained, but it seemed to satisfy her. The flash went off once, twice, even a third. We moved to the suburbs and I attended a different high school than my sisters had. Mom let them finish at the school they were at. After that, they moved out on their own. I hardly ever saw Jill. All I had, was our moment in time. Whenever I'd thought about it, it made me smile. Kind of the 'what if' syndrome.What if I was older? What if we dated and became closer? Throughout the years whenever I would see her, I always remembered the kiss and my 'what if' syndrome.When my sister Diane was. She'd made sure her daughter was occupied with some books and games, and then Jackie went to her bedroom and stripped off the clothes she'd worn to school that day. When she unfastened her bra and pulled her bikini panties off, Jackie headed straight for the bathroom.Before climbing in the shower, Jackie stopped in front of the large mirror to look at her body. She noticed that there were no noticeable signs yet that she was knocked up again; no baby bump showing yet, and her breasts hadn't. Stuff." I am not! You don't know what you're talking about!" How is he? It's really big, isn't it?"Selela's facade cracking as she blushed and looked away.Oh my god! You are such a ssslut!Selena covering her face, trying not to laugh."Come on, who is it?" "No one"The laughter suddenly gone from her."OK tell me this. How is he?" What do you mean?" You know what I mean." Chloe looking at Selena with a real glint in her eyes that made her look away in an attempt to hide her smile and that she was.