It's only ten minutes until closing time, andthere are no other customers in the store at the moment, so I've decidedI may as well close right now so ...e can get started on Bill immediately,"Darlene told us as she headed for the door and engaged the heavydeadbolt mounted into the door."That's very nice of you," I commented to her once she had finishedlocking the door."My pleasure. I'm good friends with Crystal and she explained yoursituation to me," Darlene told us "I understand Bill has already. I had a few hundred dollars to tide me over for a while. The room and board of my relatives was more helpful than I can say. A week or so after arriving in town I found myself staying with my father's sister and her family. I had known them as long as I could remember and had played with my cousins close to my age when we were children. One of my cousins, a middle child, plump and red-headed, seemed to take an interest in me. She was nineteen years old and wanted to go with me everywhere, even. The thing was I doubted he would believe her because she was barefooted, her shoes taken off long ago upstairs. Yikes.So, now what do I do? Do I lay there in a state of panic or do I get the hell out to my car through the back door? I waited and listened. An argument ensued and escalated, their voices getting louder and louder, the stomping of his feet ringing in my ears like the waves of guilt that passed through me with greater intensity each passing moment. I put on my shoes and left,. Going out in daylight to shopping centres,cafes, straight bars and cinemas fully dressed. I started to wear moredaring outfits.I loved self humiliation. I loved going out in public with a bra obviousunder my shirt and sheer pantyhose and occasionally flat or low-heeledeffeminate shoes on display under my trouser leg - sometimes tightwomens' jeans with a plain-cut womens' shirt to keep them guessing.I would love trying on stiletto heels in shoe stores and the look on thesales assistants face as.